daer nikki

      Thanks for ur encouragement, and i'm very pleased to receive such a blessing from a perfect girl   livin in the southern hemisphere.
     

      i think u ar  right, 

      I still remember those happy memories what  is  fell in love with him,its so happiness, romantic and that's automatic.
     

      I just don't understand what's the problem we  have,

      maybe  his  mind  is different  to  mine,   that  perhaps  i  'm  too mature and he is too simple,

       i  always grow quickly  from  experience  of  life ,but he may not. 

      so we  sometimes difficult to communicate.   u  know , he even like a kids!

      that's  troublesome  cos  he always don'  understand what  i  say.

       well,  let's forget it, who cares!

       whatever, i  just  want  thank u  for  that u  said   to me

       "When there's a beginning, there must be an ending,  "    its   so   so  so     correct!   ahh..

        yes,  i'll  stronger, 

       that's  eva,   and  she  shall move on...